there's a story in which my eyes shut

i'm tired of this nowhere suburb

there's so much more to see and explore

but i'm stuck here in this crap place

i want to get the heck out of here so badly

i want to go on a road trip 

and scream at the top of my lungs

i want to go on an adventure

i want to hold a cub

i want to swim with sharks

i want to parasail above the oceans

i want to be on the glacier in Alaska 

i want to walk the streets of NYC

i want to travel through europe

i want to do so many things but 

yet i'm still stuck in this nowhere farking suburb

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their molars blinking like the lights

Heyyyy, i was listening to Lorde's white teeth teens earlier and i was analysing through the lyrics and this is what i came up with. 

   As a 16 year old who's still going through high school ehem (prison camp), i've struggle with popularity, i mean i'm pretty sure every other teen had gone through that struggle, some did something about it, some just couldn't give a fuck. i stopped caring about it at one point. 

There's this part where lorde sang 

"I'll let you in on something big
I am not a white teeth teen
I tried to join but never did
The way they are, the way they seem is something else, it's in the blood"

to the misfits out there,

at one point in our lives, we spend our times trying to impress the empress ( get what i mean? ), getting hurt and scarred through the process, maybe we should all accept that its in their blood and we should just let them be even if they still plan to put their heads up high and expect misfits to impress them like they're something else. they're pathetic to look at sometimes. We shouldn't be deluded by the way they act and the way they are.

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it's nonsensical but haha i'm bored

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say hi to hellos

Hello again after 197 days.