hiiiiii, year 2013 is coming to an end and i'm just glad that i'm getting a new start.
when it comes to new year resolutions, it's an endless list for me so for now i'm calling year 2014 a recovery year. i'm aiming for nothing but self improvement. haha umm but this is the ultimate list
i'm also pretty obsessed with the star wars theme song, don't be surprise if you hear me humming to this
i hope you're having a good day for now, bye. oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR! <3
heyyyyyy super legit people of the universe, so prom was yesterday. interesting hmm, so lemme break the experience down nowww
so i started getting ready at 4.45pm i think. then i did my hair, light make up, wore my dress. at first after i'm done i felt like this
then i felt like this
then just this
yea the hair flipping part was involve
and this part
Samantha and Juniper came and they were just so so so stunning. My parents fetched us there and when we were approaching the lobby, we saw lots of super hot people everywhere. we awkwardly went down the car and i literally felt like everyone was looking at us and being like
hahahahaha then we were like
yeaaaa awkward timessss
we proceeded to hide in the toilet later. haha. we saw lots of beautiful school mates like seriously everyone looked like a freaking star that night. everyone looked gorgeous and super handsome. wow.
a while later we met KAR MUN! we registered our names, voted for prom queen and prom king and stamped ink on our hands and it has "SOLD" (how cute)on it. there was also a buffet, i had pasta with salad and mushroom soup. i also set samantha up with someone :) they played lana del rey- young and beautiful and coldplay-paradise and i was like
all the other songs were prettay good too
then prom had a kick start with the seniors performing some songs and they were sooo good! too good! the atmosphere around was still quite mellow though but then it was broken by Winnis singing forget you by cee lo green. yayyyy. then the epic partying started from there and i seriously hardcore danced like no tomorrow.
i broke out a feww super cool dance moves like
the highlight song of the night was probably what does the fox say by ylvis. when that song played i think everyone went cray cray. there were also balloons and confetti! yayyy! it was really full of fun and laughter and just non stop of idiotic but super cool dance moves.
then the prom king and queen announcements,foong and may jean literally glowed so brightly on stage. the slow dance session started after and mann it was depressing looking at the couples dancing. i felt like ugly crying haha
then i suddenly had thoughts like this
hahhah professional self pitying
but whateves, i made a new super cool new friend too, so it was just an epicly cool night, i still feel utterly tired and sore from all the partying. it was a good prom. ahhhh i'm going to miss the form 5's so much.
to : (insert name) i'm sorry that i'm not the best of myself recently. i'm sorry if i let you down. i'm sorry if i've been wanting too much time on my own. i'm sorry if i haven't been smiling as much as i used to. i'm sorry if you're disappointed. i'm sorry if i seem to look pretty crappy lately. i'm just sorry if i mention the word sorry too many times. and i'm sorry for typing if 7 times in this message. i'm just sorry for being sorry.
hellooooo! my bday was two days ago and it was really really nice, at the end of the day i just felt greatful for the things and people i had, which was nice because i haven't felt like that in a long time. then yesterday i got to go to the big bad wolf sale at around 11 something at night and i hunted till 1:28am i think. which was not enough time at all. i only had the chance to go around the young adults, bestseller, romance and humour sections and i left out the general fiction, fantasy and animals and cookery sections ahhhhhhhhh. the bad thing about having an impatient mom and sister who don't enjoy reading is ahhhhhhhh. i really want to go again, probably with lyn! a real funny story that happened there, i was so embarrased and i wanted to hide myself in a hole and never come out ever again. never ever never ahhhh. so basically i was at the bestseller section looking at harry potter books, debating whether to buy the book or not but then i saw someone i knew who was across the table of books (i'm not sure if the person recognise me or something) and i was thinking to myself whether to say hi or not or run away or something when MY SUPER AWESOME MOM came along and started to tell me that we should leave and i was like " mommy NOOOOOOOO! i'm not even halfway done looking around, it has only been like an hour plus and you want me to go like what what wat wat wat, everyone needs to time to look at bookssss" then she kind of got livid a little and started to kind of raise her voice at me for not being quicker (and she thought she was just talking softly, hahaahahhaha no mom)and i think that person was looking at me while this whole thing happened and it was great yea great (died of embarassment) so this was one of those moments. those painful moments.
but i still love my mom for bringing me there.
so yea, i also got sick on the same day but then i got better when i was at the fair. probably because i was surrounded by trees. dead trees. sorry. but you give me knowledge so you're doing it for a good cause. :) Samantha also came by to give me my b day present and i felt really thankful that she'll even do that <3 <3 <3 today was also lovely, Lyn and Liane treated me to some pizza, It was really amazing and i love them to bits. i also helped lyn to film a new video so look forward to it! and i kind of lose lyn's RM11 when we were coming back from the shops. i felt bad. very bad. but she was nice as usual and said that it did not matter (SO NICE).
okay goodbye for now. i hope you enjoyed reading my embarassments and my day! thank you :)
hey juniperrrr! thank you for the message and you almost made me tear up. bitch. ahah thank you so much mah dearr, looking back at the memories and feeling nostalgic. primary school days were full of crap but you were also there to make it better. we even secretly brought our phones to school. TRUE REBELS! this year was also great spending time with you and the gang! we should really go for an outing! woah we laugh a lot together and just cry alot together and whine and goof off a lot together and all those good stuff. i really hope next year we'll end up in the same classssss you've also been a great friend/ fan girling buddy / stalking buddy! school is going to start soon (EWWWW) but it's probably it's going to be awesome cause we can continue being idiots laughing along the corridors, talking about unicorns and rainbows and food and heaven! but really thank you for the message! really really really!
my super awesome thank you note and my asian eyes, yeah i know i can draw haha.
helloooo, so a few random confessions here. 1) i scared of anything dead. i'm not scared of a live lizard noooo I AM SCARED OF A DEAD ONE. same goes to everything else. 2)i can eat a whole large pizza on my own. but of course i can't really do that because i'm a girl and i'm expected to eat like a mice or something but i can. my size proofs it.
3) i do not like people 4) i suck at being a girl or really human. 5) i don't really care about lots of things. i'm normally in my own head a lot. i practically build a whole magical kingdom in my head and no one knowssss. 6) i talk to myself. alot. no jokes. 7) for some weird reason, i like being called weird. weirddd 8) i'm not a hipster. really. i'm not. i just wear hipster glasses and i like underground music but really i'm not or i am one but i don't know that but ahhhh just watch this i feel like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYA8cSQB_rA
9) i overthink, i'm a really heavy over thinker and it's bad sooo bad. 10) i really want to step out more from my comfort zone but all the time i just lack confidence cause i'm a teen. i'm suppose to do that am I. idk
heyyyy! it's exactly 1:47 in the morning now and as usual i can't sleep till at least 2 or so. so here i am. HUZZAH! so one thing about me, i'm always told that i'm kind of weird. not in a bad way or anything. i am just.. i don't know. me.
so here are perks of being myself and in my head and stuff in like almost 2 in the morning. haha.
1) i don't shut bedroom doors. at all. it annoys my parents like crap.
reason: lets just say, if a bear or a zombie or something comes out from no where then i'll have an escape plan. it's not crazy, IT'S A FREAKING SURVIVAL GUIDE!
2) expect me to be late for something. i'm super bad at being punctual. i reach to school 3 minutes before the bell rings.
3)i'm super bad at having a schedule. i'm actually better if i don't have one. i'm more productive and i don't procrastinate. idk.
4) I'm super bad at sleeping and drinking water.
5) when i see italian food. i go cray cray. i just luv italian food!
6) i do not eat the cream between the oreo biscuits. i just eat the biscuits! cause they are sooo goooood!
7) i'm actually a mix of chinese, vietnamese, thai and indonesian. i don't even get it.
8) when i set a goal for myself, i will accomplish it no matter what and i won't stop and i can't stop (miley cyrus thing there huh)
9) i'm 80% introverted and 20% extroverted.
10) I WANT LIFETIME SUPPLIES OF PIZZAS.
11) i take music seriously. like woah you don't even
12) i like learning new skills everyday, i like learning. yea
13) it's hard for me to cry over something. unless it means a lot a lot to me. a lot.
14) i've been a fan girl of Owl City for 4 years now. and i'm still prettay strong.
look at him!
15) i like cooking food for people but laziness.
16) i've always wanted to whistle but i can't.
17) i like reading and tea. tea is goooood.
18) i really like marmite with everything, i've try vegemite but nahh MARMITE yummmm ✌
19) i can't eat anything jelly-like. i'll feel sick to the stomach.
20) i'm pretty shy at first when you meet me but i promise, after the second or third meeting, i'll be pretty interesting or boring to certain people haha
21) i lack confidence. a lot of confidence. but i'm pretty good at being an awkward teenager! (Y)
22) it's pretty hard for me to get out of my comfort zone but i'll tryyyyyy!
23) i talk about food quite a lot so if you like food then be friends with me or elsee
24) it's hard for people to pronounce my name Shyne-Ni. so you can say that it's pretty fun for me.
and the things she wrote are exactly the things i want to do with her too! I also realize that i'm going to turn 16 soon which is scary and thrilling and super scary. 16 is probably the age where your hormones are raging like nobody's business, excitementtt!
it's also already december which is my fav month of all months! and my b day is coming in 7 days sooo yea p r e t t a y. e x c i t e d. here are some reasons why i luvvvvv december:
1)Christmassssss, i'm a HUGE christmas fan!
2)Big Bad Wolf book saleeeee
3) everyday is cold and niceeee
4) people are incredible on decemberrr
5) i spent most time with my fam fam and friends
6) embarking towards a neww yearrr
7) my b day !
8) my parents usually have parties on this month
9) sweater weather
10) tea taste super good especially on this month
11) giving and receiving presents ( you know it's trueee)
Heyyy,so right now i'm listening to trouble by colplay and where is my mind (piano cover) by the pixies as i'm trying to type words to make this blog as interesting as possible like how i would try to build a nice house out of lego pieces.
So today I'm going to blog about a book that i've read recently. it's THE FAULT IN OUR STARS!
I think the book was really well written. i knew the book was good. but i did not know it was GOOD(emphasize on the good!!). one thing in the book is that the characters are really open minded about death and illness. it gave me a new perspective in a way and the characters are also quite optimistic about cancer but almost until the end where Augustus is a little negative about it, like honestly i wouldn't blame him. i would too if it was me. in the book they also talked about the side effects of dying and cancer perks. LIKE HONESTLY A WHOLE NEW PERSPECTIVE.
i'm not really good at writing these type of things but yeah thats how i feel about the book. I LITERALLY FEEL LIKE I JUST LEVEL UP IN MY LIFE OR SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT.
HOW I FEEEEEEEL
oh oh and did i mention THAT I DID NOT CRY. i'm heartless, i can't forgive myself too, i'm like the tin man from the wizards of oz
so here are some images which i think are pretty cool.
Now i'm just really excited for the movie although it's coming out next year but everything is cool. BYE!
Hallo mein freund! been teaching myself german lately cause idk. I'm not sure if anyone of you been on a diet before or currently is on a diet but do you know the moment when you're not on a diet but then your fridge is like EMPTY.but then when you're on a diet then your fridge is likeFULL OF JUNK FOOD AND CAKE AND ICE CREAMM AND YOUR MOM KEEPS BUYING PASTRIES AND THEN YOUR DAD KEEPS BUYING MORE JAPANESE JUNK FOODlike do you feeel me? or am I the only person hahahahah no. It's such a painful process.
then my sister is also the meanest person ever, she does things like
so today was one of those days where i don't want to have any social interaction. do you have one of those days too? haha anywayzzz i woke up today then i ate some curry noodles my mom cooked and then i spent all my time on the internet checking twitter/instagram/my blog/youtube/ask.fm , stalking, watching doctor who ( I WATCHED THE EPISODE "VINCENT AND THE DOCTOR") it was such a great episode and i was like
it was some emotional thang
it was like Vincent Van Gogh was really there and the doctor really was there too and i just can't ahhhhhh and then also i watched the episode where RORY DIED like WHAT! HE CANNOT DIE LAH CANNOT, it was also emotional,then i worked out abit and now i'm writing this blog post. i'm so productive yea i know.
